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Friday has come, seems like it was just Friday, well it was a week ago! Somewhat of a better day, we skipped school today to give me a mnetal health day. Basically this is the deal, I can't ever do anything without one of them coming to see WHAT I am doing, good and bad! I am not sure what life is like for other moms of 6, but this mom is stressed. I have like 2 people to talk to, my mom and my friend Amy. I do it alone and that makes days turn into nights that turn into weeks. I have options I guess, but putting 6 in day care would be totally crazy. I hear the troops and I can only imagine what they are tearing up or fighting about, free time over, this job is hard no sick time, no breaks, no lunch hour but lots of beneifts, oh, just kisses and hugs.

Oct 23

Today was a rough day, a day in the life of a single mommy with 6 is never easy just long, sad, happy, thrilling, depressing, tiring, exciting, and strenous. I try my best but I am just so busy and so tired. I homeschool my oldest which was a hard decision to make, I am in a horrible school district and can't afford to do the private school thing. I just want my kids to look back and be happy with the life I TRIED to give them. At this point, they are probably tired too. I need an extra set of arms and an extra set of eyes!
I don't know where we are all headed, but is HAS to get better. All of this tension and stress has to be bad for all of us!

I can't enjoy a meal, or a TV show at this point. I really need a break and some advice as to what to do. I really do try my best.